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Dec. 8th, 2020 09:20 am
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Date: 12/27/20 06:11 am (UTC)
holeinwall: (Watching)
From: [personal profile] holeinwall
[ Her eyes had shut tight in anticipation of the cold grave she was certainly sinking into, but the shock of water never comes. All she can seem to hear is an incessant drumming in her ear. Maybe the pool actually was cursed?

Slowly, she blinks her eyes open, the last few moments catching up to her. She realizes she's holding onto something solid, and more importantly, isn't currently at the bottom of the pool. It's a miracle! A very...warm miracle...

Monika's head turns slightly, catching sight of the water, noticing the still-spreading ripple left behind. She doesn't see Henry, causing her some brief seconds of panic, then logic takes over. There was no miracle. At least not of the kind she thought.

Her fingers shift against his neck where she'd unconsciously grabbed on to him. It wasn't drumming she was hearing. It was his heartbeat.

A breath catches in her throat. Her heart had already been going at a good pace when she thought she was falling. Now it's going a mile a minute. He's so close. They're so close. He's holding her.

She doesn't move. This has to be a dream. Maybe she actually did fall in the water and this is all just from lack of oxygen? ]


I don't know. A-Am I?

[ Her eyes shut again. She's just going to keep listening to his heartbeat until the hypoxia fully kills her. Yeah. That'll be a nice way to go. ]

Date: 12/27/20 07:04 pm (UTC)
holeinwall: (There are days when)
From: [personal profile] holeinwall
Haha...

[ The laugh is more distant than it is sarcastic. She's too focused on being so incredibly comfortable and warm to worry about her dying brain's attempt at humor.

Wait. She's moving. Why's she moving? ]


N-No!

[ Monika suddenly clutches on to his neck for dear life, violently struggling against the movement to put her down. This can't be over! If she had to die, she was going out on her terms! ]

I'm not ready yet!

Date: 12/28/20 05:35 am (UTC)
holeinwall: (I cannot sleep)
From: [personal profile] holeinwall
To die! I'll do it when the time's right.

[ Sure, she couldn't control death, but she could try her damnedest right now.

The threat of being put down passed, Monika nestles in, highly enjoying the extra comfort of the new position. And unlike him, she has no qualms with taking in deep breaths to admire his scent. It's unlike anything she's ever smelled before. Probably because she has very little to compare it to. Ah, well.

Regardless, she feels perfectly at place in his arms. Warm. Safe. It's a shame it can't last forever. ]


I'm glad I could at least go out like this.

Date: 12/28/20 05:55 am (UTC)
holeinwall: (But in a language)
From: [personal profile] holeinwall
Because I'm in the pool, aren't I? There's no way this is real.

[ Gosh, her dying brain was so talkative. It was wasting the oxygen she needed for the moment to last longer!

...It really was lasting an awful long time, though, wasn't it? Didn't the body normally shut down after about five minutes with no oxygen? Not that she knows that for any particular reason or anything!

Monika turns her head away from his chest to peek up at his face. She's seeing features she'd never noticed before, considering as she'd never been this close to him. It's awfully real-looking for even her imagination. ]


Right?

Date: 12/28/20 06:28 am (UTC)
holeinwall: (Forever)
From: [personal profile] holeinwall
[ And there goes her heart again, once their eyes meet. She'd so thoroughly convinced herself that moments like this could only happen in a fantasy. After all, she never figured she'd leave the confines of a computer. Which was going to be okay! She'd have be fine loving someone from afar.

Now that she doesn't have to do that, however, she can't imagine why she ever thought that'd be okay. This is so much better that anything she could've dreamed up. Sometimes, she was realizing, imagination couldn't be a substitute for the real thing. ]


Then, um. My hero, huh? Ahaha...

[ She wants to say more, throw a few questions at him about how he even managed to save her, but she's entranced by his gaze. That's another thing she's never experienced, having someone look at her like that, in a way she's always wanted. It's starting to get a little scary, getting all these amazing things. ]

Th-Thank you. It means a lot.

Date: 12/28/20 06:38 pm (UTC)
holeinwall: (I'll take your breath away)
From: [personal profile] holeinwall
[ The warmth seeps out of her. Abruptly, she's aware of how cold some parts of her are, especially her bare leg. The moment was inexplicably over.

Ah, right. That was the fun, fun thing about reality. She couldn't control everything. Good things eventually seemed to come to an end.

Her usual reaction to disappointment is unbridled rage. And while there is some anger at this, there's some other emotion she can't quite place. Her desires can't be assuaged by some file editing or breaking code. A world out of her hands was overwhelming. ]


Y-Yeah. Okay.

[ Well, she couldn't fully control him. Not in this state, and not in a violent way. She didn't want things to end like they had with Mega again. But it could still end on her terms.

Before he could let go, she was going to take in as many details as possible. One last inhalation of his scent. A quick press of her ear to his chest to hear his heartbeat. A soft touch to his hair. A brush of her fingers over his jawline and neck to paint the feel of his skin and the muscles underneath. It'd feed her monstrous imagination for a while, until there'd be another time to get more fodder for her mind.

Monika breathes out a soft sigh of satisfaction, releasing her grip on him so that he can set her down. There. She felt in control, and the change shows in her voice. ]


I believe you.

Date: 12/28/20 09:10 pm (UTC)
holeinwall: (Sacrifice turns to revenge)
From: [personal profile] holeinwall
[ And this is why he drives her nuts, despite it all. That touch to her thigh was like a bolt of lightning. Shivers radiate from the spot he'd touched, fast and intense, covering her in goosebumps. Concurrently, there's a foreign feeling, a tangle of pleasure coiling and twisting low in her abdomen. It's literally breathtaking. Already, though this all lasted for mere seconds, she knows she wants to experience it again.

This was such a war of attrition between them. ]


Good.

[ Monika eyes him like a hawk as he gets her shoe, doing her best to project a sense of calm. It helps to remind herself of the way he exhaled when he released her, at least. That way she can maintain her grip on control. ]

I wonder if this is how Cinderella felt?

[ Her eyes drop down to him when he kneels, a smile playing at her lips. It also helps to be standing over him. She feels like a lioness admiring a fresh kill. One that she'd get to indulge in for a long time. ]

Maybe this makes you my Prince Charming?

[ Her leg moves forward and she slides her foot into her shoe. As she does so, she catches a glimpse of him staring at her leg. An eyebrow lifts slightly and her smile widens. Though it makes her cheeks pink, it also helps her grip on control tighten. She was getting an inkling of what she was truly capable of without the aid of a computer. ]

How romantic~

Date: 12/29/20 10:24 am (UTC)
holeinwall: (I would steal for you)
From: [personal profile] holeinwall
[ Monika tenses up when he nears, holding her breath without realizing it. Of course, that means she's gotten a huge whiff of his scent without meaning to. It's dizzying.

And what he says? Jerk.

She exhales slowly. It's not as even as she'd hoped, but at least it wasn't a shaky mess. ]


Good thing I have no concept of time.

[ There's no more teasing lilt to her voice, no more humor in her expression. Just the pure confidence that comes with sinking into the pit of delusion for so long. ]

And I'm not the type to wait for a wish to get me what I want.

Date: 12/29/20 06:10 pm (UTC)
holeinwall: (You'll be perfect just like me)
From: [personal profile] holeinwall
[ She could leave it at that. Let him have an easy retreat. She's gotten so attuned to zeroing in on even the slightest hints of weakness, however, and he's positively drenched in it. It's intoxicating. It'd be a real treat to dig her claws in further and play with him until he's lifeless.

And to think she could do all this without touching a character file. She's really starting to like the way she was drawn. ]


I guess I'll go get some sleep for now. Ahaha~

[ Monika smiles innocently and begins to step away. Only, right when it seems like she's going to head off, she instead turns his way, boldly following him inside. It's a shame how little space she has to get in, though! Totally an accident that she's had to lightly brush against him as she walks past.

With a self-satisfied hum, she grabs her forgotten sock and heads to the exit, avoiding contact this time. Once in the doorway, she turns back to wave. ]


Good night! I had lots of fun! We should do this again sometime!

[ And like her last departure, she blows a kiss and winks before disappearing from sight. Just in time, too. Any longer and she wouldn't be able to resist sinking her teeth into him. ]

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