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Date: 1/18/21 11:23 pm (UTC)
holeinwall: (You are an obsession)
From: [personal profile] holeinwall
[ Her mouth immediately opens to protest once his hands stop her progress, but nothing comes out beyond a soft, uncertain noise. By the time she'd been ready to speak, he'd turned around, putting himself on display and freezing her in place.

It's then she realizes just how much she'd continued to leave things to her imagination. It was one thing to feel around from behind and let her hands do the seeing. It was another when everything was there right before her eyes. Is more than just her face red? Her entire body must be. She swears it is.

Monika breathes unevenly, her thighs twitching. She wants to squeeze them together. Maybe it'd stop the pressure that keeps building between them. ]


U-Um...

[ She knows she's supposed to be responding, but she cannot stop staring. Every time her eyes dart up to his face for a few seconds, trying to resist going lower, it's not long before they've slipped right back down. This was different from the quick flash she'd gotten when they'd first entered the bathtub. Before, it'd seemed like there was still some invisible barrier that she'd put up between them, one that kept the concept of them doing anything beyond having an awkward bath firmly out of the realm of possibility. Now, he's burst through. More choices had become clear. They were advancing down a perilous path. ]

Um. Yeah. Okay.

[ That wasn't quite what she meant to say, but she doesn't think she could've managed any attempt at resistence. It's like she'd gone from exploring the wilderness to getting thrown onto a completely different planet. Absolutely terrifying, but it'd be asinine to turn down the prospect.

Her voice softens as her eyes finally manage to stay locked on his. Even if what lies ahead is a mystery, pulling her heart into a frenzy, her gaze is heavy with desire. ]


Anything you want, darling.

Date: 1/19/21 03:49 am (UTC)
holeinwall: ('Cause I hear a voice who says)
From: [personal profile] holeinwall
[ And so, the scales had tipped back in his favor. But she'd gladly let him hold the reins so that her trip into terra incognita wasn't too hair-raising. And perhaps, later on, when she's more herself, she'll give him a proper amount of crap for being so him about this all. ]

Thank you. Y-Yeah, I am.

[ It's not until after he's given her a towel that her brain starts to catch up some. She'd caught a few of his glances at her before remembering, oh yes, she's super nude. Easy to forget a tiny detail like that when someone had a giant STARE HERE sign flashing on their body in her peripheral vision.

Monika dries herself off, trying not to be self-conscious about it. Even after all this time, she wasn't used to the concept of having a naked body. But whenever she did take the time to look at herself, she couldn't help noting how being drawn to look like a perfectly beautiful character in a game had translated over into her new self. Uncanny, but nice. She hoped he liked it, at least.

Once she's done drying off somewhat haphazardly, she puts the towel aside and heads out of the bathroom ahead of him. For one, she needed to move her things out of the way. But mostly, she needed an excuse to stop blatantly watching him.

But her dizzying thoughts about him only get replaced with different ones as the bed looms in front of her. This was another big step. It'd be okay, though, right? They probably wouldn't go very far. Naked people didn't always share a bed for...well. Because that wasn't happening yet. The moment wasn't perfect like it was supposed to be. Music wasn't even playing! So, yeah. It's fine.

She takes a seat, unconsciously crossing her arms. This is fine. All that tension and persistent slipperiness she'd felt as she walked was perfectly fine.

The intense way he'd looked at her after agreeing to this flashes through her mind. Yes. Just. Fine. ]

Date: 1/19/21 06:49 am (UTC)
holeinwall: (To be close to you)
From: [personal profile] holeinwall
[ She looks in his direction, laughing weakly. ] I never know what to expect with you.

[ In contrast, there's no possible hint of teasing from her. It's a more deeply honest response than she'd normally give, but oh well. She's currently not working with all of her brain.

She takes a moment to give him a closer once over. An eyebrow goes up when she sees the change in him. Part of her is weirdly relieved, but is there disappointment there, too? She's not sure. Probably for the best, though. This room didn't even have candles lit. Something else to go onto the imperfect time list.

What she does know is that having him standing up over her is setting off her nerves. He always seems so much more intimidating and powerful that way, even more so with his clothes off. It was probably on purpose, knowing him...

Her hands fall to her sides to grasp the sheets tightly, and she does her best to control her breathing. She wants to take back a little power for herself, but she can't seem to will herself to do anything. This situation is way too far out of her wheelhouse. ]


You started this. Just for the record.

[ There. Better. At least she had a snappy retort left in her. ]

Date: 1/19/21 09:40 pm (UTC)
holeinwall: (Oh they don't know I burn)
From: [personal profile] holeinwall
[ There's a stuttered gasp as he draws nearer. Oh God. It's happening, isn't it? No, probably not. But probably yes. Maybe? No. Yes?! She makes a small noise. Her brain's frazzled. And she's definitely wondering where the rose petals are. Perhaps hidden in the ceiling? ]

I'm helping you get better. Not going along with anything.

[ Even as he touches her so sweetly, even as they're a whisper apart, she fights for her own version of reality. Feebly, though. Her fighting spirit is close to waving a white flag.

There's a long silence where all she can do is shakily breathe as her green eyes become lost in his nearly hidden pools of blue. He's so perfect, it's painful. ]


I'm...I'm...

[ Whatever her words were meant to be, they disappear. Maybe the moment wasn't perfect, and of course that bothered her deep down. But he was there, heavenly and beautiful, a maddening, thrilling, ethereal soul. For once, that was enough.

The decision was made.

Her hands fly up to clutch his cheeks and she meets his mouth with intense fervor. He'd built her up for what's felt like eons, gotten her so completely consumed with burning desire. There's no controlling herself anymore. She's giving in. This victory goes to him.

And, for once, she doesn't care. ]

Date: 1/20/21 01:23 am (UTC)
holeinwall: (Lovers at last)
From: [personal profile] holeinwall
[ In mere seconds, everything's swirled into a giant whirlwind of new sensations and experiences. Immediately, she's overwhelmed, her chest heaving with every strained moan that escapes her. Each time she thinks she can manage to catch hold of controlling herself, it slips through her fingers. Ugh, this incorrigible jerk of a man!

As he pulls her up onto the bed, she can feel herself slipping even further. More and more stands of hair slide free of her bun, adding to the sense of losing herself. It's almost scary how little she finds herself not caring, though. His hands, his body, his mouth, his everything. None will give her a break. There'd be no protesting for once.

When he finally relents, lets her have a blessed moment to recover, it looks like she's just finished two marathons. Her brain takes a while to get up to speed and take in all that happened in so short a time. He has to know what he's doing, doesn't he? He must know how every single thing he does is new to her and therefore a million times more powerful than normal. Like, she swears she can still feel his handprint lingering on her thigh. Or maybe that's just because she'd become instantly obsessed with him touching her there? So many questions. ]


You did.

[ Her reply is small and breathless, her eyelids heavy as she gazes up at him. He has her feeling so comfortably trapped under his body. And his hands... She swallows hard beneath his grasp. A suggestive voice in her head is wondering what it'd be like if he squeezed, just a little. She'd already become addicted to him showing his love with pain. Her fingers brush over the backs of his hands as she briefly indulges in imagining it, using the light stinging of her lips left behind from his kisses to add fuel to the fire. ]

Show me.

Date: 1/20/21 03:09 am (UTC)
holeinwall: (And a gun to my head)
From: [personal profile] holeinwall
[ Suddenly, her throat is struggling to work properly. It's like she's trying to gulp down sawdust. This anticipation is bound to kill her. ]

Are you...sure about that?

[ Her brow tightens as his thumb slides against her cheek. He's driving her absolutely bonkers. Maybe she didn't have to prepare herself for an imperfect first time after all? Or maybe it was all a ruse. Or that's what he wants her to think! Her mind keeps going back and forth, unable to settle on what's more likely.

And then that smile of his. God help her.

Eventually, she groans from a mountain of pent up frustration, her hips involuntarily and uselessly bucking under him. Her body was simultaneously yearning for more and not expecting anything. This absolutely incorrigible, maddening, cruel jerk of an evil man. ]


A-Are you totally messing with me?

Date: 1/20/21 04:37 am (UTC)
holeinwall: (I see love)
From: [personal profile] holeinwall
[ Well. She didn't think it was possible at this point, but he's prodding her defiant side out of its short hibernation. Suddenly she's gone from letting him gladly overtake her to wanting to control how he does it. She manages a small glare when he gazes down at her like she's been ensnared in his perfectly crafted web, even through her self-consciousness. He's too fast and too slow and--and-- ]

Please.

[ That sounded like begging just as much as there was annoyance. She curses the fact that she can't go to the library. She needs to find books, all of them. There has to be tons. She absolutely has to read away her inexperience. He can't go on like this forever, taking advantage of all she doesn't know.

...And she'll have to put aside that thought for later as her defiance returns to slumbering. He might not be going for the major spots, but he may as well be. Her back arches with every touch of his lips. Then he's creeping lower. And lower. Her body strains against him, almost like she's trying to escape. The want for him is painful now. She's so utterly trapped, isn't she? ]


Please...

[ She has to clamp her eyes shut. She can't look at him. It only makes the torturous pleasure worse. And better. What a disastrous dichotomy.

One day, she thinks. One day, he'll pay for this. ]

Date: 1/20/21 06:03 am (UTC)
holeinwall: (You are an obsession)
From: [personal profile] holeinwall
[ So much for keeping her eyes closed. They shoot open the moment the realization slams down onto her. Yeah, she was inexperienced. She'd probably struggle to satisfy a sex doll at this point. But there's only one thing he could be doing.

Monika lifts her head and gives him a wide-eyed stare, her fingers digging into the sheets. Her legs are trembling, nearly every inch of her skin covered in goosebumps. Heaven help her.

Her head drops back down with a thud and she gasps her breaths up at the ceiling. Even once he finally frees her legs, she makes no more attempts to fight his advances. A thought does flit through her mind, her realizing that she'd made no efforts at grooming down there, because one, it was never something that was on her mind, and two, no way in hell did she think this was happening anytime soon. But it doesn't seem to matter to him, nor can she muster up any effort to care.

He was close. He was so achingly close. ]


Please.

[ This time, her voice is thick with lust. She wants relief. She wants to know how many more insane things this body can do. She wants. ]

Date: 1/20/21 07:07 pm (UTC)
holeinwall: (You're the murder in my world)
From: [personal profile] holeinwall
[ For the second time in twenty-four hours, he's pulled a shriek out of her. She doesn't mean to be so dramatic, really, but he'd been building her up for what's felt like eons. With him being so painfully, horribly slow, that first taste was intense. And the slew of new sensations? Tongues could do that? Already, her body's screaming for more.

Monika claps a hand over her mouth, trying to keep in any other embarrassing noises. First times were supposed to be quiet and gentle and sensual. You know, romantic, not crass. She should at least attempt that. A little. Maybe. Christ, she can't focus.

And somehow, when he pauses, it makes things worse. Her legs quake under him, a muffled whimper escaping from under her hand. It at least gives her some time to breathe, to try to pull herself back together. For a few seconds, anyway. He'd hardly done anything, and she's immediately falling back apart.

Her eyes flutter closed. Why does he ruin everything? Why is he so amazing? How can she ruin him in return? Can he keep ruining her? So many questions float through her mind, but she can't seize any of them for more than a few fleeting moments. All she can focus on is waiting for him to continue, waiting for her next moment of continued destruction. ]

Date: 1/21/21 04:32 am (UTC)
holeinwall: (Watching)
From: [personal profile] holeinwall
[ It's so much worse and so much better as he continues. Even with her hand muffling the noise, her attempts at being quiet are failing. No matter her efforts, she was totally going to continue being absolutely dramatic. Her level of sensitivity feels like it's been set at 1000. His level of skill is nowhere on her radar. Hell, he could probably breathe on her and she'd crumble. Yeah, part of it was from literally everything being a first, but mainly it was his fault. All his fault.

As her other hand comes up in one last weak attempt to cover her mouth more, her forearm brushes against one of her stiffened nipples, making her shudder and whimper softly. God, those could mess her up, too? It's like her body was conspiring against her. It's a good thing he was keeping his fingers out of this. She'd explode in seconds.

Her head tilts back as she decides to give up on keeping quiet. Instead, one hand creeps lower, brushing over her breast. A different pleasure joins in with the presses of his tongue, making her tremble more. Thank God he's holding her in place.

Then the other hand, more hesitantly, almost shyly, slides down her torso and comes to a rest on his head. It's an appreciative and affectionate gesture. Even if she wanted him to suffer horribly at some point in the future for doing this to her, she had to show how much she was grateful for the moment. The world he was gradually opening up for her was a beautiful, fascinating place. She'd say so with words, but...that probably won't happen for a while.

With a fervent moan of her own, her fingers tangle in his hair and her thighs tighten around him as he works his glorious magic on her clit. Today was becoming another lesson in learning that imagination was hardly a substitute for reality. ]

Date: 1/22/21 06:33 am (UTC)
holeinwall: (And a gun to my head)
From: [personal profile] holeinwall
[ With every movement of his mouth and tongue, the tension he'd been relieving gradually starts to build back up. It's a gentle ache at first, but it's quickly getting unbearable. Trying to stay still is becoming nigh impossible. Just as she wants more, she also wants to make it stop. She feels like a rubber band that someone's yanking beyond its limits.

And she knows the only outcome of that scanario is to catastrophically snap.

So, of course when she thinks this is going to be a slow descent into madness, he tosses her right into it before she's ready. When he unexpectedly ups the intensity, she cries out, almost actively fighting him and struggling to escape. Even light flicks of his tongue feel like slaps to the face, harder and harder until she can hardly handle the sting. Her teeth grit as her eyes clamp shut. It's too much. It's too goddamn much! ]


Henr-- [ She can't even finish his name. He's pulling too many noises out of her, even through a mouth so tightly held together. ] Don't-- Don't--

[ Even so, despite her unfinished pleas, her fingers are working at her nipple feverishly, building upon his work. She can't help it. The terror feels good, no matter how much she fights it, and she wants to slip under the surface and drown in it.

Her hips nearly lift from the bed when he hits a perfect spot in a horrifically pleasurable way. Her nails dig into his scalp as she can tell something's about to break. The twisting heat in her abdomen is pulsing into an inferno. She's close to grasping the end. And in that end, he has her begging, once again pushing out the word that's hardly ever in her vocabulary. ]


Pl-Please!

Date: 1/23/21 06:22 am (UTC)
holeinwall: (Maybe there's a devil)
From: [personal profile] holeinwall
[ She was holding it together, just barely. But then three things happen. First, she hears and feels the vibrations of his moan, deep and hungry. Second, his fingers seem to become multiple daggers piercing her flesh, the shock of their pain making her arch her back to feel more of it. Third, he pushes her past discomfort and into insanity when he latches on. If they hadn't come together all at once, she might've held on for a while longer. But he's gone from gently pushing her over the edge to launching her off a cliff.

She snaps.

The buildup to that was painfully obvious for him, she's sure. Her noises kept growing in volume and pitch, no matter how hard she tried to keep them in. And when that blessed, cursed moment of release was finally granted, there are hardly words for the sounds that emanate from her. Caught somewhere between a moan and a scream, they shoot out of her with every pulse of pleasure.

He'd made her see stars, all right. A whole galaxy's worth.

Her mind goes completely blank as her entire body quakes furiously. There's nothing else to do but try to survive something that should absolutely be considered deadly. Even so, her hand is gripping the back of his skull as hard as it can. Some feral part of her is determined to make sure she rides this out till the end.

And the end mercifully and tragically comes. Each wave of pleasure gradually becomes smaller until she's left with an emptiness that still somehow feels fulfilling. Thoughts gradually return, and she can notice how stingingly sensitive she's become. But no matter. She can breathe again. Mostly. Hardly.

Her body seems to relax all at once, arms falling to her sides, and all she can manage to do is stare up at the ceiling. She'll acknowledge him eventually. Right now, she just needs to pray. Pray and pray and pray that this man will unravel her like this over and over. ]

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